extended silence

I suppose I feel a need, as the 'prolific' one here, to apologize for the exteneded silence and prolonged absence from posting. I guess I just haven't had anything silly enough or random enough or even meaningful enough in a smkr way to put up.

I guess I've done a mite too much thinking, and a mite too little ranting on about it, eh?

Or then again, maybe you - like seemingly most everyone else - don't mind the abscence. Perhaps you too have had enough of my presence, and perhaps it just isn't much missed here, as anywhere else.

Perhaps everything I do really is just a waste of time. And perhaps this is my own problem - not yours.

*rolls eyes* Well, that was completely useful. I'm glad I wasted your time in making you read something that was obviously of no use to either you or me. In fact, it was a good waste of time just typing it. But I suppose I'm looking to waste time so I don't have to pack. So I don't have to think about it. So I don't get anxious -- just waiting, waiting, waiting as time tick-tocks away with painful seconds that I can't help but count and can't bear the length of.

So perhaps a thing so wasteful of the time, such as this post, is a best. Maybe not for you; I'm sure you had plenty of other things you could have and would have rather been doing -- than simply just wasting, passing the time. But I don't, and so as smkrs, you can share in this need to waste, need to wait, need to blather.

Why? Just because I said so. And now, I think I'll be done. So you don't realize just how pointless this was...and before you have a chance to psychoanalyze it, me, or the greater cosmic order.

There, that's it. *shrug* Don't 'read' too much into it. Or my bad pun for that matter.

-RK